Well my New Years went off without a bang. Nothing significant. Just friends and family.
I read my horoscope for the year and I think they got that shit wrong... its sounds JUST like what I did for 2014. All that cant happen again, can it? Talking about in order to succeed you have to do the work, in the fall things will pay out and you'll get a raise and a jump in the career, you'll go places with the hunny (this didn't happen), working out will bring benefits (I'm still doing this), and influential men will have my back in the last quarter of 2015 (please let this happen!).
Having said that, I am excited to see what 2015 brings. I am anxious about my work, pretty much because Medicare and Humana suck the life out of my on a daily. I am content with my family situation. I am a little down about the SO aspect of my life, but I can live without that too. I mean in the past few months I've gone out with a man who wanted a second option of him and his wife and to "feel the butterflies" when it came to dating again and then I've "talked" with an ex felon who just got out of jail for dealing. So no, I'm in no rush to find anything. My SO is Maddie at the moment. Maddie and my work. I want to start serious things with my house. We bought a boat so there's always that.
But there is a list of things that I would like to accomplish in 2015. (as follows in no particular order)
1. Finish my home office, make my own shelves, make the desk, add all my fancy quotes to the wall.
2. Extend my deck to accommodate the hot tub I hope to be purchasing.
3. Paying off at least 15k in my school loan. (this is twice the amount I would "have" to pay)
4. Closet. I have too much shit and not enough space. Or let me rephrase, my closet at the moment isn't suited to hold all my shit because I am not utilizing the space appropriately.
5. Maybe a car... this will most likely be a 2016 goal, but hey...
6. Losing the remaining 25 pounds I would love to lose.
7. Add some furniture to my spare room.
8. Get a fence for the yard.
9. Make a home gym in the garage. Also get a fridge for the garage for the days where the shit just wont fit in my house one.
10. Be nice to myself. This shouldn't be last, but I really am my own worst enemy. I need to quit this shit. Why do I think anyone else should be nice to me if I am not.
10 things, not too shabby, but unfortunately it ALL cost money. Serious money. Although I did get a raise in September and another one today, this all should be easier to accomplish, but its not. My mortgage is expensive.
I never thought that I would be where I was in 2015. Shit, I thought 2004 was too rough and that I wouldn't make it out alive then. Every year I surprise myself. Every year I know that I make my father even more proud of me, and to be honest, if that was all I did in life, that would suffice for me. I've a killer career, my own home that I worked my ass off for (now if I could learn how to use a power saw I would be set), my car is paid off, I am set. Now all I need to do if it was up to my father is find a man and have some babies. That shit I can live without. But if it happens, it happens. I'm in no rush.
What are your 2015 goals?
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