Monday, January 11, 2016

So for reals

It's 2016.

I have so much planned for 2016.  Cruise, wedding(s) (and no one of them is not mine), work mergers, etc.  So much that I should be thinking about it all. The "I need to do's" and the "I can do's" are just a part of my day.  The "oh dear I'm so overwhelmed and I fucking hate him and I just want to sleep and lose like 20 pounds while I'm asleep instead of going to the gym" thoughts keep coming. 

Maybe, maybe I just need a break from the day to day.  The overwhelming changes in the office are getting to me?  It doesn't help that one of my problems is IN the office.  I'm trying to be one of those girls who just doesn't give a fuck that someone else doesn't like me.  I mean, I know there are people out there who don't like me, but it gets to me when it's someone I have to deal with on a daily.  I think it just gets to me because they have no reason not to like me. 

I just want to yell "I am okay with what I've done, can you say the same?" 

On another note though, our cruise is less than a month away and I cannot fucking wait.  To be sitting in the sun with a drink in my hand the whole time.  I don't ever want to be drinkless.  EVER. 

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